raspberry-corpse:

Hey guys, please donate & help me pay my transition bills! I have loans to pay while my main source of income kinda went to shit, please take a while to read and/or signal boost!
As some of you may know and some of you may not, I am transsexual. I’m also really uncomfortable about bringing this subject up in the internet tho, so for the folks that didn’t know - please don’t come to my inbox being all aroused about it, as to me it’s still uncomfortable to talk about it.
I come from a background of long-term eating disorders, where by the age of 12 I was already heavily restricting my food and where by the age of 16 / 17 I developed anorexia accompanied by depression and suicidal episodes along with long-term self-harming. I was sent by my school off to a treatment. I tried to recover twice; throughout my first recovery I developed a compulsive eating disorder which eventually turned into bulimia. I tried recovering a second time but never really succeeded.
After high-school I went to work in order to save some money and afford going to therapy, also to afford seeing a specialist about my gender identity disorder. My family wasn’t and isn’t supporting me in any way (esp not financially), so I was and still am pretty much on my own.
I started my first job and earned very little money that all went to my health care; therapies that I went through regarding my transsexualism, eating disorders and other mental issues cost me a couple of thousand PLN all together. I wasn’t earning enough so in order to start transitioning I took a loan. Please note that polish health care doesn’t cover your transition in any way, I managed to get some basic medical tests covered by my insurance but for all others, including expensive genetic tests, I payed myself. I still needed money to continue therapy and transitioning.
When I first went on hormones it lasted for 4 months before I quit due to huge weight gain and a serious mental breakdown. I went back on therapy, which again cost me money, and after getting myself together I started hormones again. This time I stayed on T for 5 months before quitting again, again due to the same reasons.
I admit that I handled my hormone treatment very badly and I needed over half a year to somehow pick myself together and loose the excessive weight that believe me, wasn’t muscles. Also, I wanna ask everybody to just respect my story and the fact that what I’m describing here was a very painful time for me.

That was some time ago and currently I am 23, I work about 50 hrs a week and I live alone with some huge ass loans in my bank that I have no money to pay off. Rent costs me almost a half of my current, still shitty salary, I also have to pay all the bills + I pay off my loans every month. Up til now I was doing okay but recently I am receiving only half of my salary what means I’m seriously out of money to cover all my absolute necessary spendings. I’m looking for a second job, but it’s quite difficult to find one due to the fact that I’m heavily pierced and tattooed what is a bigger issue than me being transsexual actually. 
This month again I am having my bills unpaid, and so I am asking you guys for help. I am a person that has a hard time accepting any form of help even from people dear to me, so believe me that this is a hard thing for me to post. I’m highly independent and I always manage stuff on my own, so admitting that in fact I’m not managing, is painful. But I decided to write this post when yesterday I was counting change in my wallet, wondering if I should buy myself a hair conditioner or food for a few days. As pathetic as it sounds, these are the kind of problems that I’m facing rn.
Situation at my current work is shitty, I don’t know if it will get any better, but with your help I might pull through.

I’m asking for your help guys because my goal is to pay my loans off and start saving money to move out of Poland to a better place, where I can live a better life and start transitioning again.

I put a red PayPal donate button on my blog, you can donate any amount in USD, believe me that even 1$ counts and even for that 1$ I will be deeply grateful from the bottom of my heart.
You guys can also send me cash directly to my PayPal ( wedelmaster@icloud.com ) in PLN or EUR or USD.

Every donation will go to paying my loans and bills off and occasionally to me not starving to death.

Please reblog so it can be seen and thanks to you all for any help!!!